who has failed who

Jane said something that make me very unhappy. To make the matter worse, she expect me to act as nothing has happened. You spend more than 6 months to know a person, to understand her and when u find that she is suitable, spend an entire holiday trying to convinve her. When it all failed, she expect u to act as nothing has happened. She is always trying to push me away to other women. "why dun u try going out with other girls and have different experiences." HEY MAN i m not a desperate horny bastard that goes for anything that wear skirts and moves.

its ok if she feels that its not the time for a relationship but at least give me a proper answer and not something as stupid as "i dun think i m mature enough", come on there is a first time for everything...if she tells me she is afraid as its her first time and she needs more time or something lidat i will understand. but to talk abt maturity its absurb.

In addition, she should not expect me to act like a hypocrite as if nothing has happened. I m very very unhappy.